The Beginning of an End

I wonder if you realise how hard I've been trying 

How do I look like to you ? Do I even mean anything ? 

Friends say I should give up , but why can't I ? 

I could move on and be happy , but you're a difficult obstacle to get by . 

At night I dream about you and me 

About everything we could be 

You'd serenade me with your guitar 

I'd laugh at your version of '' Just The Way You Are " 

You'd put flowers in my hair 

You'd say life without me is like having no air

You'd hug me tight when I'm feeling down 

You'd always make my head go round and round 

If only I could change dream to reality 

But I'm afraid of what you'll say to me 

That's the problem I'm terrified to confront

Probably why I can never get what I want 

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I can't blame you for making me fall 
I landed on a rough road feeling small
I wanted so much to be caught in your arms
Instead I lay here , stung by reality in swarms


Are you going to leave me here bleeding ? 
It's okay , she's probably what you've been needing 
I could always wait for you to notice me here
Even if the time for me to go on is near 


When you finally notice me 
All I can think is 'finally'
You're mine , forever and always
This feeling could go on for days 


I'd cherish every moment spent with you 
I'll be there even when you're blue
Why don't you see everything we can be ? 
It's probably because you aren't in love with me . 

Infectious smile

She loved him very deeply
Hoping he too would love her unconditionally
Unfortunately , his eyes were set on someone else
Her broke into a million cells


She wanted to forget him so badly 
Because she wanted him to be happy 
But his smile was so unforgettable
This always made her heart miserable


He'd walk past , hurting her heart 'till it was sore
The thought of him just made her love him more
She wished to forget , but that was futile 
'' Damn that infectious smile " 

That Girl

She's beautiful , I can tell
From the way you tell me , 
It's like you know her so well 


She's lucky she has you 
It pains me very much to understand
But I wish all the best for you too 
I'm sure you'll be her best friend 


She probably has everything I don't 
the possible reason you love her a lot
I know I should move on , but I won't 
Hoping you'd realize it's the wrong love you bought